Tuesday, January 18, 2005
wahhhh!!!!!!!
today we didnt sms.
n i MISS him terribly. haizzzz.... =(
how how how!!?!?! i miss him!! wanna tok to him, but his status is always NOT online. wanna sms him but my sms EXCEED le. =( sians. yawns!
haiz... yesterday i saw him.. i was soooo happy. hmm.. wanted to tok to him for a longer time... but dunno y i so kan jiong to walk away. n so i left. until i went to meet my mum, my cheeks was still feeling hot, and occassionally i wld laugh or smile to myself. m i sick? well i think i m.
zzz. i miss him.zzz
sometimes i wld fantasize abt how he wld ask me out for v day, but it is NV possible lor. he is not even taking the initiative to talk to me ok. haiz. ohh i think ronnale's nick is VERY meaningful. too bad my blog cannot support chinese words. aiyoh so bad. =( hmm its " xi huan de ren bu chu xian, chu xian de ren bu xi huan, you de ai you yu bu jue, hai zai xiang ta jiu li kai , kan zhe qing ren, xiao shi ye bian de lang man, ting leng xiao hua dou neng xiao dao liu han"---------> which means, "the person u like doesnt appear, and the people who appears is not for you. some love is always hestitating, and when u're thinking of him, it was the end of u n him already. looking at ur loved one, little things become romantic, and even cold jokes can make you luff till u .. sweat. " ok my english not very good, its just an idea for pple who wants to look at the han yu pin yin. lols. n i dun think i translated very perfectly ok.. i think my translation sucks... haha =p
hmm yeah.. sometimes his joke.. can make me luff until i get cramps in the cheeks.. and sometimes just by sms-ing, his small gestures make me really happy n blessed. lols m i overreacting? hahas. =p sometimes just looking at his sms-es... can really clear all my troubles away.. so happy lor. =p haha i stikk kept his old sms-es... the ones he sent me in the past.. but one very sweet one... was deleted by my dad!!!! in fact many sms from him... was deleted by my dad!!! i'm so angry lor... actually more of heartbroken bah.. really sad lor.... (U) piang..
my sweetheart~~~
haiz nvm i still kept the PRECIOUS two of his sms left... n i'll nv forget one sms... which was deleted by my dad, it goes something like " there will always be someone on the other side of the universe missing you... not me, cos i'm missing u here on earth.." WAH!!!!!! so sweet lor... the thought of the sms can still carry me into the air!!! hahas... i just miss him lars =p
oh ya, i'm now employed at fairprice lor... finally got a job.. someon so qiao... just when i needed a job den they call... hah abut den... they called kinda late lor!!! so long ago de..omg lor. but anyway its much much much better den in MI!! at least i can see cailing n huilin now lor.. better den no one in MI.. the shuai ge-s i oso have no wish to see them... i rather see harry nia.. its good enuff... hehes. =p
k lars.. gtg le, byebye! =)
-when are you
coming back? ;
